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April 24, 2008 @ 10:32:00 PM

long gone are the days where I count down to my birthday. yes,my usual excitement for my birthday is disappering. this isn't a happy thing at all. I guess its a sign of ageing. or maybe cause this year hasn't actually been fantastic, thus, I can't even feel the joy that my birthday is in a week's time. sigh. Usually, like 3 weeks before the birthday I would be super duper excited. This year, I haven't even drawn up my wishlist!

this year hasn't being going too well. yes, there were happy moments, but even more depressing stuff happened. Its just, I don't know, bad? don't have a good feeling. School's not what it should be and how i wished it could be.I'm not liking it one bit but I I cannot let external factors suffocate me, though I've been unknowingly blinded. I know I shouldn't be judgemental and shouldn't jump to conclusions. Not only that, it hasn't been even half the year, so I should be more optimistic and turn things for the better. I need retail therapy and lots of chocolates too!!haha.I refuse to be emo or go into depression. I want myself back.


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