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February 28, 2008 @ 5:10:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANNNN!!! (:
gosh I opened my mouth till so big!!
happy birthday qian!the girl whose laughter is so out of the world, that it makes me laugh when I hear it!haha. I miss all you stupid antics, chicken little! :D
we are all growing up eh. I can't believe one year has already passed.last year went by too fast! the annoying thing is that, even after one year, I still can't seem to love this school. not even love, I can't even like this school. each day I have to like drag my self to school. it wasn't like this in mg nor MI. its the environment. it is still so different and foreign. I know I can't turn back time and that I have to somehow make it through the remaining months, but the thought of it all is just so scary. When my sister told me how difficult it was for her, I thought "nooo it would be different for me." I was wrong. I try ( though not my best effort) to adapt and click, yet it is just so different, so strange. sigh. can't say much. go figure, if you can. or like what amelia always says "read between the lines"
I dislike getting all urgh about school (but I can't help it) cause then I regret and feel so nostalgic & emo. then I get that feeling. you know that feeling, the one where you feel like something is stuck at your thoart, but you can't cry it out? sigh.
having this feeling makes me realise how much I miss some people. xiang, wenz, char, preeths, amee and the usual MI people. xiang & wenz, I miss our study dates on fri. after the training ends for good, I can go back to meeting them every week. I haven't talked to amee online for quite some time. she must be busy with her exams.after your exams end, then it would be mine :/ although char and preeths are in the same school, it seems like forever since we really talked or just rotted around. then there is the MI people, those like shiuan & vann bann who I haven't meet since last nov!when I'm free you'll aren't free and when you'll are free, I'm not free. so hard to meet up ):
anyways, I have a physics test tomorrow. after I screwed up the maths test today ( have a bad feeling that I'm going to get the lowest :/ ) I feel so shitty that I have no mood for physics. sigh. haven't been passing any of my tests this year, pls oh pls let me get through common tests!
February 26, 2008 @ 7:58:00 PM
stupid blogger!!!!!
wan yin's friend doesn't know how to take pictures properly.haha. or maybe its cause we were rushing.
February 20, 2008 @ 11:37:00 PM
I'm updating so frequently ( more than what I used to before ) and its freaking me out. like since when did I blog frequently!?haha.
we went to the musem today!!the history musem!we went to the exhibit with the greek stuff!fun!I liked it, though the statues were porn-ish. but it was still interesting. like so maybe, troy and 300 weren't all that accurate after all. after the musem, went to town with char. I bought a new bag at a cheap cheap price (: but town is getting sickening cause there isn't much to do anymore plus like everywhere's closed up cause of renovations.
anyways, here are the pictures from the long ago MI gathering. ok can't call it an MI gathering since only 7 people turned up.but better than nothing.
February 16, 2008 @ 4:46:00 PM
picture(s) time! :D
my valentine's day muffin!!!!!
the muffin was super duper yummy!my darling sister bought it for me! I wish I had took pictures of all my other gifts, but I ate up all the goodies already.hehh.
lunch with amee & et!! (9/2/08 plaza sing's secret recipe)
et, amee and me!
that emelia (et) was snapping away photos of us, so she managed to take quite a few unglam photos of us. one day, it'll be my turn to take unglam photos of you, et!!!haha. some of the photos are even more unglam, so I shan't embarrass myself by uploading them. its on facebook instead. speaking of facebook, its so weird, 3 of my photo albums ARE MISSING!!!!!argh.
amee always manages to look glam though its candid shot. why doesn't it happen to me!!!!!!!!!haha.
ceremony before my cousin gets married (9/2/08 evening)
my sister, who didn't realise that it was meant to be a candid shot.
all my paternal side cousins ( only 1 guy missing though.but he rarely comes, so no difference.)
photos taken by char while I was doing a test!
don't I look like those professors? haha.
char never fails to show me that she can camwhore anywhere & anytime. haha.
I realised that my photos are clashing with my background. darn darn. must change layout soon! oh yes, I need to blog about this.
last year, when tina asked my for my pet peeves, I couldn't think of any then. now I know one of my pet peeves.
it is how people happily help themselves to things that belong to them. ask permission first!!!like how hard is it to just open your mouth and ask before taking!? isn't it basic courtesy?!don't they teach good manners in school!?
I don't mind if someone who is close to me does it, but not some stupid idiot who hardly knows me, let alone talks to me!!!! yes, I know we must share our things with everyone. I'm perfectly fine with sharing, just don't damage my things. argh, annoying blood suckers!! I will so definitely get high blood pressure at an early age, all thanks to some stupid strangers.
February 15, 2008 @ 12:19:00 AM
an update!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY LOVES!!!!! (:
one of my favourite holidays of the year though I'm not attached or whatever. see, it doesn't mean you have to a lover to celebrate and enjoy this day!sh and dilys were looking so down and upset and they were lamenting about how today is a sad day.nooo!must always look on the bright side of life!haha.
but yep, valentine's day is FUN AND LOVEABLE.haha. celebrating v day at pj was way way way different from celebrating it in mg. celebrating in mg was just so happening and you could really feel the love! in pj,it seemed so quiet and the only moment I felt it was like vday was when I met char,gin and leah before school.oh, and when I went around giving gifts I did sort of feel it, but it did feel awkward since not many people were giving out stuff. it just so much more different in mg. sighh.
well, pj did have the song dedication thing, but the song list was sucky lah. they kept repeating the songs, and worst of all, the SONGS WERE EMO!!!like why would I want to hear "wake me up when sept ends" on v day!!!aiyooooo.
anyways, THANK YOU LOADS to all the wonderful muffin, chocolates,sweets,notes, msgs (: jaishree loves you'll damn alot!!
oh yes, a special special THANK YOU goes out to my dear dear char! <3
char: thank you very very much for the bendy flower ( I got the tallest!!! (: ) the fishy keychain and best of all the super pretty necklace from bits and pieces!!!!!!!!! I was super super overjoyed!!you made my day today char!!! I LOVE YOU!! I'm wearing the necklace now!maybe I'll wear it to sch everyday now!hehh.
after a really long time, the necklace was one the most precious v day gifts I got. I am very touched char!I feel super loved by char!haha. but I feel super guilty over my flower ): that stupid florist gave me the sucky flower which broke so fast!heart pain lah!I will make it up to you, but when and where would be a surprise! (:
had to stay back for pre-u sem till like 630.can die lah. then rushed off to the airport to send off my cousin. then the rest of the cousins ate at popeyes!yum yum!!that place can make you feel super fat and sinful, but I still like it!haha.
just got back home and I'm dead tired!! super super doomed for my history test tomorrow! :/ I've been doing so badly for all 3 H2 tests!! ): I won't be surprised if I fail tomorrow's test.sigh.
ooh let me tell you how stupid I was today!!during break I was going to attempt the maths question, then I realised my calculator was missing. was damn worried lah cause its not even my calculator. I tried looking for it in the classroom, ask the auntie and all. I was quite sad over it. like on v day something like this had to happen. I told my sister on the train and she was quite pissed since the cal was quite sentimental to her. I should go fix my own calculator. then that way I no longer use my sister's one and damage it. anyways, I was so upset that my v day got ruined over the cal. then I came home and I got shock when my sister said the cal was there!!!!! it turned out that I never brought it to school today!how dumb right!haha.
February 6, 2008 @ 7:35:00 PM
look look!I've updated!Isn't that like totally shocking!?haha.
from being a photo blog, my blog has another role now. its a seasonal blog!haha. Its a seasonal blog because I only tend to blog during seasons ( the last time I blogged was for christmas. tomorrow is CHINESE NEW YEAR - one of my favourite holidays) just suddenly felt like blogging, so here I am. I still cannot get back to the blogging mood. I wonder how people like char, shu hui, amelia and all blog frequently. my life is too boring to blog about exciting stuff. or maybe cause all the exciting stuff goes to my secret blog instead.haha.
anyways, today was a fun day. NO LESSONS! no of the clique came, thankfully qian, khalisah and joanne came back to sit with us. I miss the fun times we had laughing last year. very amusing to hear joanne's various accents. after the cny celebrations-which disappointed me cause there weren't much singing, khalisah, qian and I rotted around school. I tried opening preethi's locker without even knowing which was her locker. so after guessing for a long time, managed to find the correct locker and take ms.lee's stuff. then we went to buy bubble tea. we weren't willing to go to town yet cause the buses were super crowded. ooh in between, something funny happened, but its too embarrassing to blog ( qian and khalisah know. haha) then I went to town and met xiang. my stupid phone batt died. like totally flat. so I had to use payphone to contact xiang. waited for jen and the three of us went for lunch.
ooh we met alot of people today!!first I bummed into felicia, jamie, val,elyssa,rach goh and laur near far east. then later at lido, we bummed into jia lin, prilaa and changs. oh and val,ely,rach and laur were there too!we went to watch 27 dresses!!! (: guess who else watched the same movie as us? jia lin, prilaa, changs, val, elyssa, rach goh and laur too!!and there were alot of other mg girls there too!I was very very very very happy to be surrounded among so many mg girls again. this is one CNY eve that I wouldn't forget.
the movie was nice,not too bad. but a bit too cliche. usual lah, but I still liked it. oh and I don't find james marden very very cute or anything, but alot of the other girls in the theatre were swooning at him. gosh. I WANT TO WATCH SWEENY TODD and AMERICAN GANGSTER. why must the movies be m18!!!technically I'm 18 this year, so I should be allowed to watch right?!hmpf.
then went to taka there to find ms.lee and the rest. we were like one bunch standing in the middle of the link from taka to wisma atria.but we weren't really blocking the path, I think. haha. it was so nice to see ms.lee again. I miss ms.lee ): we all kept laughing and laughing, but actually I can't remember what we were laughing over, but it was hilarious. I felt so bad, ms.lee was like "so your friends more important than me...you choose them over me is it..." not that ms.lee would read this, but I'm sorry I didn't go! I really am, but its just that the lunch with xiang and jen was already planned beforehand. I had it all worked out, 10-12 class lunch, then after lunch meet xiang and jen. who ask ms.lee's work to end late, spoil my nicely worked out plans.haha.
I realised I haven't gone for a proper class gathering in the longest while. I promise to go for the next one!for real!anybody want to go for steamboat again? haha. no bbqs though!i dislike bbqs...unless really got no choice.
anyways, I changed my layout. I wanted something white. I've always sucked at computer stuff, so I'm not very surprised that my layout didn't really work out. oh, anyone knows how to change my cursor? I don't like that funny heart cursor.
CNY tomorrow...I still haven't bought anything! ): I want ang baos and ba kwa too!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANNNN!!! (:
gosh I opened my mouth till so big!!happy birthday qian!the girl whose laughter is so out of the world, that it makes me laugh when I hear it!haha. I miss all you stupid antics, chicken little! :D
we are all growing up eh. I can't believe one year has already passed.last year went by too fast! the annoying thing is that, even after one year, I still can't seem to love this school. not even love, I can't even like this school. each day I have to like drag my self to school. it wasn't like this in mg nor MI. its the environment. it is still so different and foreign. I know I can't turn back time and that I have to somehow make it through the remaining months, but the thought of it all is just so scary. When my sister told me how difficult it was for her, I thought "nooo it would be different for me." I was wrong. I try ( though not my best effort) to adapt and click, yet it is just so different, so strange. sigh. can't say much. go figure, if you can. or like what amelia always says "read between the lines"
I dislike getting all urgh about school (but I can't help it) cause then I regret and feel so nostalgic & emo. then I get that feeling. you know that feeling, the one where you feel like something is stuck at your thoart, but you can't cry it out? sigh.
having this feeling makes me realise how much I miss some people. xiang, wenz, char, preeths, amee and the usual MI people. xiang & wenz, I miss our study dates on fri. after the training ends for good, I can go back to meeting them every week. I haven't talked to amee online for quite some time. she must be busy with her exams.after your exams end, then it would be mine :/ although char and preeths are in the same school, it seems like forever since we really talked or just rotted around. then there is the MI people, those like shiuan & vann bann who I haven't meet since last nov!when I'm free you'll aren't free and when you'll are free, I'm not free. so hard to meet up ):
anyways, I have a physics test tomorrow. after I screwed up the maths test today ( have a bad feeling that I'm going to get the lowest :/ ) I feel so shitty that I have no mood for physics. sigh. haven't been passing any of my tests this year, pls oh pls let me get through common tests!
February 26, 2008 @ 7:58:00 PM
stupid blogger!!!!!
it erased my nice long entry!argh. I just wasted 2.5h for nothing!!!!unfair!!!it was a nice nice entry.hmpf.
where is my online restrictor? haha. what supposed to be a 30min ZOPFAN source thing turned out to be a 2.5h blogging, blog hopping,checking email etc thing!! and now my time got wasted cause my entry got deleted!how wonderful. maybe its a sign to tell me not to use the com anymore.hmpf. I forgo my exercise to blog and now it gets deleted!!whyy.
I'll just upload the photos for now.
wanyin came to pj for bball match on fri!!but I couldn't see her, shu hui, dilys & yubin play cause of the peer coach thing which dragged on for so long!I couldn't even properly talk to wanyin :/ had to then rush/ran out of school in the rain cause I was late to meet my sister. sorry connie for making you run and get wet!I still feel horrible for making you sit alone at the match ):
wan yin's friend doesn't know how to take pictures properly.haha. or maybe its cause we were rushing. shall continue another time!maybe the end of the week. I must refrain from coming online this week cause we got back to back test on thurs and fri!phys on fri! ): 3 chapters somemore!!
February 20, 2008 @ 11:37:00 PM
I'm updating so frequently ( more than what I used to before ) and its freaking me out. like since when did I blog frequently!?haha.
we went to the musem today!!the history musem!we went to the exhibit with the greek stuff!fun!I liked it, though the statues were porn-ish. but it was still interesting. like so maybe, troy and 300 weren't all that accurate after all. after the musem, went to town with char. I bought a new bag at a cheap cheap price (: but town is getting sickening cause there isn't much to do anymore plus like everywhere's closed up cause of renovations.
anyways, here are the pictures from the long ago MI gathering. ok can't call it an MI gathering since only 7 people turned up.but better than nothing.
shits, this photo shows how huge I've become. someone pls tell me cause the polo tee is big? sighh.
fri!!I can finally meet wanyin!! (: she's coming to our sch to play bball. exciting! now there's something for me to look forward too.
I shall go off now. this entry was pointless.hehh.
oh yes, before I forget, eugene asked to be mentioned, so here it is (:
Eugene. says:
mention me oks
Eugene. says:
pls
Eugene. says:
like eugene rocks
Eugene. says:
or something will be good
haha, good night
February 16, 2008 @ 4:46:00 PM
picture(s) time! :D
my valentine's day muffin!!!!!
the muffin was super duper yummy!my darling sister bought it for me! I wish I had took pictures of all my other gifts, but I ate up all the goodies already.hehh.lunch with amee & et!! (9/2/08 plaza sing's secret recipe)
et, amee and me!
that emelia (et) was snapping away photos of us, so she managed to take quite a few unglam photos of us. one day, it'll be my turn to take unglam photos of you, et!!!haha. some of the photos are even more unglam, so I shan't embarrass myself by uploading them. its on facebook instead. speaking of facebook, its so weird, 3 of my photo albums ARE MISSING!!!!!argh.
amee always manages to look glam though its candid shot. why doesn't it happen to me!!!!!!!!!haha.ceremony before my cousin gets married (9/2/08 evening)
my sister, who didn't realise that it was meant to be a candid shot.
all my paternal side cousins ( only 1 guy missing though.but he rarely comes, so no difference.)photos taken by char while I was doing a test!
don't I look like those professors? haha.
char never fails to show me that she can camwhore anywhere & anytime. haha.I realised that my photos are clashing with my background. darn darn. must change layout soon! oh yes, I need to blog about this.
last year, when tina asked my for my pet peeves, I couldn't think of any then. now I know one of my pet peeves.
it is how people happily help themselves to things that belong to them. ask permission first!!!like how hard is it to just open your mouth and ask before taking!? isn't it basic courtesy?!don't they teach good manners in school!?
I don't mind if someone who is close to me does it, but not some stupid idiot who hardly knows me, let alone talks to me!!!! yes, I know we must share our things with everyone. I'm perfectly fine with sharing, just don't damage my things. argh, annoying blood suckers!! I will so definitely get high blood pressure at an early age, all thanks to some stupid strangers.
February 15, 2008 @ 12:19:00 AM
an update!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY LOVES!!!!! (:
one of my favourite holidays of the year though I'm not attached or whatever. see, it doesn't mean you have to a lover to celebrate and enjoy this day!sh and dilys were looking so down and upset and they were lamenting about how today is a sad day.nooo!must always look on the bright side of life!haha.
but yep, valentine's day is FUN AND LOVEABLE.haha. celebrating v day at pj was way way way different from celebrating it in mg. celebrating in mg was just so happening and you could really feel the love! in pj,it seemed so quiet and the only moment I felt it was like vday was when I met char,gin and leah before school.oh, and when I went around giving gifts I did sort of feel it, but it did feel awkward since not many people were giving out stuff. it just so much more different in mg. sighh.
well, pj did have the song dedication thing, but the song list was sucky lah. they kept repeating the songs, and worst of all, the SONGS WERE EMO!!!like why would I want to hear "wake me up when sept ends" on v day!!!aiyooooo.
anyways, THANK YOU LOADS to all the wonderful muffin, chocolates,sweets,notes, msgs (: jaishree loves you'll damn alot!!
oh yes, a special special THANK YOU goes out to my dear dear char! <3
char: thank you very very much for the bendy flower ( I got the tallest!!! (: ) the fishy keychain and best of all the super pretty necklace from bits and pieces!!!!!!!!! I was super super overjoyed!!you made my day today char!!! I LOVE YOU!! I'm wearing the necklace now!maybe I'll wear it to sch everyday now!hehh.
after a really long time, the necklace was one the most precious v day gifts I got. I am very touched char!I feel super loved by char!haha. but I feel super guilty over my flower ): that stupid florist gave me the sucky flower which broke so fast!heart pain lah!I will make it up to you, but when and where would be a surprise! (:
had to stay back for pre-u sem till like 630.can die lah. then rushed off to the airport to send off my cousin. then the rest of the cousins ate at popeyes!yum yum!!that place can make you feel super fat and sinful, but I still like it!haha.
just got back home and I'm dead tired!! super super doomed for my history test tomorrow! :/ I've been doing so badly for all 3 H2 tests!! ): I won't be surprised if I fail tomorrow's test.sigh.
ooh let me tell you how stupid I was today!!during break I was going to attempt the maths question, then I realised my calculator was missing. was damn worried lah cause its not even my calculator. I tried looking for it in the classroom, ask the auntie and all. I was quite sad over it. like on v day something like this had to happen. I told my sister on the train and she was quite pissed since the cal was quite sentimental to her. I should go fix my own calculator. then that way I no longer use my sister's one and damage it. anyways, I was so upset that my v day got ruined over the cal. then I came home and I got shock when my sister said the cal was there!!!!! it turned out that I never brought it to school today!how dumb right!haha.
February 6, 2008 @ 7:35:00 PM
look look!I've updated!Isn't that like totally shocking!?haha.
from being a photo blog, my blog has another role now. its a seasonal blog!haha. Its a seasonal blog because I only tend to blog during seasons ( the last time I blogged was for christmas. tomorrow is CHINESE NEW YEAR - one of my favourite holidays) just suddenly felt like blogging, so here I am. I still cannot get back to the blogging mood. I wonder how people like char, shu hui, amelia and all blog frequently. my life is too boring to blog about exciting stuff. or maybe cause all the exciting stuff goes to my secret blog instead.haha.
anyways, today was a fun day. NO LESSONS! no of the clique came, thankfully qian, khalisah and joanne came back to sit with us. I miss the fun times we had laughing last year. very amusing to hear joanne's various accents. after the cny celebrations-which disappointed me cause there weren't much singing, khalisah, qian and I rotted around school. I tried opening preethi's locker without even knowing which was her locker. so after guessing for a long time, managed to find the correct locker and take ms.lee's stuff. then we went to buy bubble tea. we weren't willing to go to town yet cause the buses were super crowded. ooh in between, something funny happened, but its too embarrassing to blog ( qian and khalisah know. haha) then I went to town and met xiang. my stupid phone batt died. like totally flat. so I had to use payphone to contact xiang. waited for jen and the three of us went for lunch.
ooh we met alot of people today!!first I bummed into felicia, jamie, val,elyssa,rach goh and laur near far east. then later at lido, we bummed into jia lin, prilaa and changs. oh and val,ely,rach and laur were there too!we went to watch 27 dresses!!! (: guess who else watched the same movie as us? jia lin, prilaa, changs, val, elyssa, rach goh and laur too!!and there were alot of other mg girls there too!I was very very very very happy to be surrounded among so many mg girls again. this is one CNY eve that I wouldn't forget.
the movie was nice,not too bad. but a bit too cliche. usual lah, but I still liked it. oh and I don't find james marden very very cute or anything, but alot of the other girls in the theatre were swooning at him. gosh. I WANT TO WATCH SWEENY TODD and AMERICAN GANGSTER. why must the movies be m18!!!technically I'm 18 this year, so I should be allowed to watch right?!hmpf.
then went to taka there to find ms.lee and the rest. we were like one bunch standing in the middle of the link from taka to wisma atria.but we weren't really blocking the path, I think. haha. it was so nice to see ms.lee again. I miss ms.lee ): we all kept laughing and laughing, but actually I can't remember what we were laughing over, but it was hilarious. I felt so bad, ms.lee was like "so your friends more important than me...you choose them over me is it..." not that ms.lee would read this, but I'm sorry I didn't go! I really am, but its just that the lunch with xiang and jen was already planned beforehand. I had it all worked out, 10-12 class lunch, then after lunch meet xiang and jen. who ask ms.lee's work to end late, spoil my nicely worked out plans.haha.
I realised I haven't gone for a proper class gathering in the longest while. I promise to go for the next one!for real!anybody want to go for steamboat again? haha. no bbqs though!i dislike bbqs...unless really got no choice.
anyways, I changed my layout. I wanted something white. I've always sucked at computer stuff, so I'm not very surprised that my layout didn't really work out. oh, anyone knows how to change my cursor? I don't like that funny heart cursor.
CNY tomorrow...I still haven't bought anything! ): I want ang baos and ba kwa too!